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If i lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I won’t be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You’d be the best mistake I ever made

And if tomorrow proves me wrong
I swear I don’t belong
I know I’ll carry on

So I will lose myself and bare my soul
Take this chance cause heaven knows
I’m so far gone, my choice is made
And even if my heart should break

When i lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I’ll always say
You’re the best mistake I ever made

been studying like a new everyday since the start of the semester.. but until today.. at exams.. i still suck! haiz.. after all those hard work.. will i get wat i deserve in the end?

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I DON WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE!!!

T.T

Exams.. Sushi.. Wasabi.. Shopping..
That’s all on my mind now..
Lecture ends.. Modelling test tmr.. no mood to study..
Ngang-ing in my room..
damn sien..
What to do?
Zzz..

hey there everyone.. Sashiburi!!
how’s life?
hmm.. i’m just bored so decided to do some updates..
in the start of this new semester, i’m trying to work hard.. and i really wish that the hard work gets paid off in the end of the sem tho!! hehe..
in the past month, i have finish alot of movie series.. well, let me intro to u guys some very nice movies..
Firstly its HANA YORI DANGO season 1 & 2, its the japanese version of meteor garden. Its shorter and less "loso" than the taiwan version. What is nicest abt it is the HANDSOME HANAZAWA RUI!! look out for him in the series.. Damn HOT!!
Secondly, its HANA KIMI!! well, there’s oso a taiwan version of it by ella and wuzhun. Well, Just take a look at the poster of the jap version and u’ll be dying to watch.. SO MANY HOTTIES!! hanazawa rui in hana yori dango is acting as the lead male actor in hana kimi.. But, i love "NAKATSU" more here, he’s more fun and FUNNY!! and of cos.. very KAWAII!! =D

so many handsomes rite?! haha.. go watch it!!
Der’s 2 taiwanese mv series that i watched recently..
one is corner with love by xiao choo. The story plot is quite nice.. and xiao choo is so so so so so so so so so cute!! i love love love him!! =D hohoho..
The other one is why why love by the same actors of devil beside u.. And of cos there’s another hottie here - XIAO MEI ^ HE JUN XIANG - hehe.. U all agree that he’s handsome rite? hohoho..

Favor any korean movies? catch the 1st coffee prince shop!! its quite nice.. comedy love story.

hmm.. at the moment i’ve jsut started watching a drama call " 1 litre of tears ".. i’ll definitely recommend u all to watch.. the story is quite touching.. its even Based on a TRUE story.. about a girl that had a brain disease.. i think by the end of the series, everyone would have really cried 1 litre of tears.. Seriously!! go watch !!

aites.. i go watch my movies now.. i’ll rmb to collect my tears.. let’s see got 1 litre o not!! HAHA

i love my daddy..
A lot of my frens are not so close with their daddies.. and mummies are wat they usually spoken of.. i’ll be overwhelmed by feelings when i think abt my daddy.. he is definitely my HERO..
when i was in kindergarden, daddy is the one that picks me up from school. i’m 20 now but i can still rmb that day very clearly when i was only 4 o 5. one day, i sat by the door of my kg class waiting for daddy to come.. everyone has gone home and my teacher wanted to go home too.. so, she decided to send me to my father’s workshop. i sat on the metal "hammering thingy" and look out at the gate. auntie and uncle asked me to sit inside but i don wan.. i think i was worried that daddy don wan me. it was a hot day. waited and waited. finally, he came. i was overjoyed.
another time, one of my classmates father offered to send me home after class as it was late already. that time i was only 4 and i tot its ok to follow and so i did and since i have waited for so long.. while i was walking, i turned ard and looked up.. hehe it’s dad. he followed me quietly from the back. when i got home, mummy scold me for following a stranger. and luckily dad got there in time.
there was one time that i nearly drowned in the public swimming pool. i was splashing and drowning. drinking too much water and i couldn’t even let out a scream. suddenly, someone grabbed me from under the water. my dad!
his was very handsome and fair from my memories. the time when i look at him from far below. now, we’re almost the same height and he’s getting old and chubby and very tan due to working under the sun.
i love my dad..

When i get caught in the rain

With nowhere to run

When i’m distraught and in pain

Without anyone

We keep prayin’ to be saved

But nobody comes

And i feel so far away

That i just can’t

Find my way home

I can get there alone

It’s okay

What i say

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again

On my own and I know

That I’m strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid

I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day

And I make it through the rain

Hoo…hoo…doo doo doo

Ooh…hoo…mmm…hmm…

And if i keep falling down

Don’t i dare give in

I will arise safe and sound

So keep pressing on

Step fastly

And i’ll find what i need

To prepare

What i say

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again

On my own and I know

That I’m strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid

I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day

And I make it through the rain

And when the wind moves

And shadows grow close

Don’t be afraid

There’s nothing i can’t face

And sure they tell me

I’ll never pull through

Don’t hesitate

Stay calm and sane

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again

On my own and I know

That I’m strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid

I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day

And I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain

Can stand up once again

And I live one more day

And I’ll make it through the rain

Ooh, yes, you can

Mmm…hmm…

I can make it through the rain

Smitten couples pass us by and some of us wonder, "When will it be my turn?"
The lucky ones bask in love’s exhilaration, hoping their valentine lasts forever.
Others of us look at our partners and wonder, "Where has the love gone?"
Our Prince Charming is not so charming anymore. Cinderella sounds more like a fish-wife than a princess nowadays.
What about those who say, "It’s all the game of love"?
And they play it with vengeance.
All out of fun.
Taking nothing seriously.
Sometimes leaving broken hearts behind.
Becoming villains because, perhaps once, they were victims too.
Victims, Villains or Valentine…
Maybe you have been one. Maybe u have been all three…

Its been a long time since i really wrote something..
i was browsing thru the internet on articles about angelina jolie.. ^ahem.. choto mate^ to me, she’s not like another brainless big breast hottie.. from the way i see, she is one of the most intelligent and spiritually beautiful woman around..
At the age of 30+, she had accomplished so much and seen the world thru eyes of refugees. Her success in her career. Her ever lovely family. Being the tough woman whom millions of woman wished to be.
from what i see in my life, i might not be as rich and successful as her. But i hoped to strive to have her abilities to adopt children, giving the children a family. and one day, to see the world thru the refugees’ eyes.

aites, back to my story.. from the start of this year, i have been falling sick every week almost.. from high fever to serious diarrhoea to gastric to flu.. wat else? pls.. no more!! i have been trying to take care of myself, chicken essence everyday, water, bird’s nest, multi vitamin!!.. still.. bacteria and virus loves me just too much.. at the same time ^being ill all the time^, i am forcing myself to study real hard.. for the midterm test, i put in alot of effort, grades still doesn’t come out well.. but its better than before.. so, its considered a good start right? not much time left til finals oreD!! have to work hard consistently!!.. let’s pray together that i wont fall ill AGAIN! and recover from the flu i am having rite now..

God bless to everyone! good luck for everyone!

" There’s something about death that is comforting. The thought that you could die tommorrow frees you to appreciate life now "

如果两个人的天堂
象是温馨的墙
囚禁你的梦想
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
候鸟失去了南方
如果你对天空向往
渴望一双翅膀
放手让你飞翔
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
听从凋谢的时光
浪漫如果变成了牵绊
我愿为你选择回到孤单
缠绵如果变成了锁链
抛开诺言

有一种爱叫做放手
为爱放弃天长地久
我们相守若让你付出所有
让真爱带我走

有一种爱叫做放手
为爱结束天长地久
我的离去若让你拥有所有
让真爱带我走  说分手

为了你 失去你
狠心扮演伤害你
为了你 离开你
永远不分的离去

well, its been a long time since my last blog.. few days back i heard a story from a fren.. its in chinese but i’ll share it in english..

the love story of the moon and the mountain..

have u seen the moon and the mountain? everyday the moon is looking down on the mountain while the mountain looking up at the moon.. they seem so close together.. so happy together.. everyday..

one day i stood at the top of the mountain. everyone saw the closeness of the moon and the mountain from afar.. everyone thought they are happy together.. but from wer i stand.. wat i see is the affair between the moon and the ocean..

try imagine that..