jingmei626

on valentine’s day.. my grandpa passed away.. i got a call from mum when i was sleeping.. can’t even feel wat i was feeling.. tears just kept falling.. kung, y din u wait for me to get back.. let me atleast see u one last time.. i really miss u.. when u were ard, i seldom go visit.. owaz busy with my own stuff.. i really regret din spend enough time with u.. now when i wanna call u, u can’t even hear me.. u’re really are the greatest and most humble kung kung i ever will meet.. i truly love u..

this valentine’s day should be a lovely day for all the ppl out there.. but for me.. i won’t ever forget this.. i spent all my time in my grandpa house after he passed away.. to prepare for his funeral and jus to be ard before he leaves..

be appreciative that u still have ur love ones ard u.. u can still hear them, talk to them, touch them.. tell them that u love them before its too late.. it will become ur greatest regret in life.. kung, wo ai ni.. take care..

yo frens.. i’ve deleted my old blog to start a new.. new story with a new beginning..

hmm.. now, i’m very stress-out with life.. time flies by everyday.. i’m working now in bandar as a teacher.. yeah yeah, i know i don look like one.. anyways.. no more skuling at the moment.. i just got my result.. not good at all.. but this is wat u get when u don have the heart to study lo..

recently my grandpa got really sick.. and time seems to be running up for him.. i’m in bandar working and don have the time to acc him when he’s so sick.. i got to go back when ever i got time.. everyone at home now is so worried. kinda my first time to see that everyone in the family getting so so well.. everyone are so together as a team.. when i see grandpa in such misery.. i really wanted to cry but no one is allowed to cry there.. we don wan grandpa to know the truth. relatives from shanghai is coming back and i really hope that grandpa will be strong and wait for them to come back..

this is a whole new year but things wasn’t getting easier for me.. people that i really love and cared for seems to be leaving me.. so people please cherish ur loves one before it’s too late.. when they’re still ard, be happy that u can still see them, hear them, touch them, and tell them u really trully love them..

everyone .. happy new year.. wish u all healthy and strong.. happy and good in every aspect of ur life.. hugs and kisses.. xoxo