when beginning seems like an end
You come when no one was there
but left when everyone was here
and i thought there was someone
but found out that there was noone
and found out that i was the only one
from the begining till the end
When the clouds left, the sky didn’t realise.
When the tides left, the beach didn’t realise.
When the moon left, darkness didn’t realise.
When love left, we didn’t realise.
And thought what went wrong, to make all the things left silent.
You said, you didn’t leave.
Yes, I understand.
It’s not you who left me, it’s love that left both of us…
life is so tough rite now.. it seems as if i missed a step i’ll be eaten up alive..
the pressure i’m facing is unbearable.. i have owaz think for others.. and now when i finally understand that u are not thinking for me but only for ur own benefits makes me wanna fall apart.. is it right to be selfish?? is it just a way of protecting urself??
i really need u.. u kept telling me evrything is ok and u’ll take care of it.. it’s not at all seem ok to me.. i’ll only be ur burden and drag u behind but yet u chose to help me carry my burden for me.. aiyah… can someone tell me o find me a way to solve and settle this so that evryone will be happy.. how i wish i can close my eyes and never wake up.. ah!!!!!!!
i just attended thien lee’s birthday party..
lee… hehe.. thank u for such a grand party so that we all can have the chance to perform and "da pan" mei mei.. haha.. u’re like a princess tonight.. hugs..
had a great time and haha.. the dance was great.. too bad that the sound system is not really that good…
finally term break and i can stay here in kb.. man.. so damn don wanna work anymore.. wana go away this year.. still in the process of applying so if possible i’ll leave this year.. oh god.. please.. =s there’s too much bothering me and making my days miserable but as long as i keep a smile.. those evil things and people will go away.. rite?? hahah.. hope so*
anyways.. hope everybody like the dance and enjoy the nite.. hehe.. hugs and muahks to all those liang chai and liang mois tonight.. hehe.. nitesz..
