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guys.. gracie which i know u’re going to read this blog.. and juien and anyone of my frens.. good news to share with u all.. haha.. not i’m getting married.. but hahahahaha.. i’m leaving brunei to study in singapore lLuuu… haha.. i was crying when i got the news that i’m offered a scholarship.. to me.. things like that don happen to Ho Kim Mei.. but i guess miracles do happen and dreams do come true.. i’m so so so excited… no matter wat things.. good o bad will happen i will not fear.. this is my dream and it’s sure once in a lifetime chance.. guys i know u are happy for me… =) hehe

when i was sitting there quietly, i was thinking of the things that happen to me a year ago til now and things that are happenning to the ppl ard me now.. suddenly felt that i guess i really don understand wat is love anymore.. is FOREVER so hard to achieve? is it so hard to stay commited?? why is that sometimes ppl dn cherish wat they have now.. and rather go for happiness that they know will only last for a while?? maybe everyone think otherwise and i am the ONLY one still believing FOREVER and EVER.. ={ anyways.. i’m going to get thru my problems once i leave here and i really hope frens that are facing the same thing.. be strong and please think before u do something.. love don owaz comes ard.. and they don stay and wait for u.. muahks.. i love u all.. i’m gonna miss every single one of u ..