finally.. i have finish all my mid term test.. =D YaY!!
hmm for those that asked me for my score for maths.. i got 3 out of 12.. well.. that made me in tears oreD so don laugh o ask me why.. i wasn’t in the best condition to study for maths that time.. but im sure i will do better next one.. =)
for the past week.. after my lesson and nightmare with maths.. i studied with all my might and i felt stress in studying that i have nvr felt before.. my tummy din felt well the whole time.. i felt like puking all the time.. nearly puke out one time lagi. =s i din go anywer just stay at my room and mug.. i skipped most of my lecture and tutorial and training to save time for studying.. cos of time constrains.. i din go thru all the past years.. CS was very tricky but i hope i "guessed" it rite!! haha… phy was much easier than the past year.. one thing for sure.. so i hope i did quite good lor.. *praying for the best*
finally after phy at 8.45 like that.. i was suppose to go out with deb to watch a movie.. but then she FK me.. =’( i expecting a splendid gals nite out with her.. take pics then fool ard in town then it all din jadi.. got really upset lor.. then soon lai acc me out.. cos i din have my dinner yet.. we went only to clementi.. bought something then dinner then ARCADE!!~ woots.. haha.. played pool and car racing.. haha.. soon lai u "Suck" at car racing.. this proves im a better driver k!! haha..
well after CS, i oreD felt almost all my stress and burden off my shoulders oreD.. that is such a relief.. tho im not sure i got things rite.. but i knew i tried my best and it feels so GOOD! mum msg me today and told me to take things easy.. i’m stress *EXTREMELY* but not to the extend to jump of Singtel tower yet.. haha. i will hold on still.. i just need some boost from bibi.. maybe u just said few words but ur effort to try to make me smile really is a miraculous medicine to all the pain i endure here.. for one moment u lifted the burden for me.. thank u so much.. and now u know how important ur every words is to me!!
past week, i slept.. but din really get any good nite sleep.. all the time i was half awake.. cos my mind was still going when my body is resting.. my appetite grew very small.. when i see food, it makes my tummy upset.. cant help it.. but i’ll try to do consistent work from now on and not last minute revising.. =p hehe..
anyways.. don worry abt me guys.. cos i can make it.. all i need is 100% commitment and determination.. the harder i fall, the taller i stand when i get up.. this is me!! left 59 days exactly and i’ll be BACK! happy but sad that i know my year end exams is less than 59 days ahead!! =s scary.. in two weeks time another test coming..
well i wrote a very long diary here.. haha.. so gonna stop here.. been dying to write this blog for like a week and now i finally get the time!! lolx.. i love u all.. and bi i miss yew very much.. and u stupiak monkey.. must be out "ling fa ye chou" din reply me!! wait til i get back and i’ll make sure u pay!! i’ll bite on both sides of ur ass!! hehehe =D muahks.. nites..