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I went out 4 dinner wit Mei juz now and ate seafood..Bad mood so must indulge in eating sth nice for a change..But I think ate too much le coz both of us were very bloated after the late dinner..Now feel like sleeping..Zzz..Quite ex somemore..心好疼..hahaha..

Dono why but the people from the surrounding tables kept looking at us..

Hmm..Don tink itz me..Look at my peace sign..

I think itz Mei..Look at all the food she has devoured without showing any mercy..Show peace sign oso no use..Haha..Merciless Mei..Whoopsieee..

The end of our meal..Wahaha..Muz end with a burp..Or shall I say burps??How can 2 gals finish all dis food??

Btw, notice that Mei’s territory on the left side contained most of d cockle shells while my territory on the right side was mostly colonized by crab shells..Haha..I cannot believe Mei ate a few raw cockles!!OH NO!!Haha..I tasted one "boiled" cockle n nearly puked..Haha..Too gross le..I opened one and all the liquid gushed out..Dey don look boiled to me..Eww..So I asked them to fry them.. *Pukes*

Good meal..Good day!!Minus the trauma of eating raw cockles.. -_-"

saturday nite..

me debbie and weicheng went out to vivo city for a movie that i was dying to watch.. DEATH NOTE.. wahhahaha..

wei cheng drove to nus to pick us up and together we went over to vivo city.. well, first time i rode in a private car in sg.. thanks to wei cheng.. hahaha.. thank uuuu!!! we went ard window shopping.. cos not much time we din get to see all the shops..

the DEATHNOTE male actor so liang chai.. but the movie is somewat disappointing lor.. cos maybe i had too high expectation for it.. haha.. wat very sleepy too..

one thing that made me very happy is that i found another big cow.. this time not purple but looks more normal.. haha.. and took a pic with it while there’s tons of shoppers passing by.. ^.^ so paiseh.. haha.. take a look..

haha cute leh.. well tonight was really fun.. love it.. haha.. anyways.. my eyes cud hardly open and til then.. nites.. muahksz..

well, like in my last blog.. i have finish my exams.. but then when i tot i can finally relax a little little bit.. comes tons of assignment and projects to haunt me!!

omg.. i hav to write an essay with the deadline tmr and i cant spit out one word yet.. now its like almost 2.. well i know i shud be writing an essay and not blogging.. haha oh well i cant find enuf relevant info and need some help tmr from the greenlamb!! haha.. and i skipped my handball training just to write this essay!! argh!! sorry yy!! don mean to put u aeroplane!! sniff sniff! =( damn guilty.

well.. life is still the same! revolving ard ASSIGNMENTS!! sienx X.X i really hope i can catch up with everything.. pls give me another study break!! i desperately needed it now!! i abuse my last study break by eating and sleeping!! lolx.. this time i wont!! argh!! not i don arrange my time! my conc o attn time is very very short.. i tend to driff off!! haha..

oh well.. 51 days more to go!~ dec i will eat n sleep til i suang suang!! now i will work hard like never b4!! wu gui li liang!! haha.. never give up!! yes!!yes!! gambateh everyone!! muahks.. T_T i wanna oi oi liao.. nites..

finally.. i have finish all my mid term test.. =D YaY!!

hmm for those that asked me for my score for maths.. i got 3 out of 12.. well.. that made me in tears oreD so don laugh o ask me why.. i wasn’t in the best condition to study for maths that time.. but im sure i will do better next one.. =)

for the past week.. after my lesson and nightmare with maths.. i studied with all my might and i felt stress in studying that i have nvr felt before.. my tummy din felt well the whole time.. i felt like puking all the time.. nearly puke out one time lagi. =s i din go anywer just stay at my room and mug.. i skipped most of my lecture and tutorial and training to save time for studying.. cos of time constrains.. i din go thru all the past years.. CS was very tricky but i hope i "guessed" it rite!! haha… phy was much easier than the past year.. one thing for sure.. so i hope i did quite good lor.. *praying for the best*

finally after phy at 8.45 like that.. i was suppose to go out with deb to watch a movie.. but then she FK me.. =’( i expecting a splendid gals nite out with her.. take pics then fool ard in town then it all din jadi.. got really upset lor.. then soon lai acc me out.. cos i din have my dinner yet.. we went only to clementi.. bought something then dinner then ARCADE!!~ woots.. haha.. played pool and car racing.. haha.. soon lai u "Suck" at car racing.. this proves im a better driver k!! haha..

well after CS, i oreD felt almost all my stress and burden off my shoulders oreD.. that is such a relief.. tho im not sure i got things rite.. but i knew i tried my best and it feels so GOOD! mum msg me today and told me to take things easy.. i’m stress *EXTREMELY* but not to the extend to jump of Singtel tower yet.. haha. i will hold on still.. i just need some boost from bibi.. maybe u just said few words but ur effort to try to make me smile really is a miraculous medicine to all the pain i endure here.. for one moment u lifted the burden for me.. thank u so much.. and now u know how important ur every words is to me!!

past week, i slept.. but din really get any good nite sleep.. all the time i was half awake.. cos my mind was still going when my body is resting.. my appetite grew very small.. when i see food, it makes my tummy upset.. cant help it.. but i’ll try to do consistent work from now on and not last minute revising.. =p hehe..

anyways.. don worry abt me guys.. cos i can make it.. all i need is 100% commitment and determination.. the harder i fall, the taller i stand when i get up.. this is me!! left 59 days exactly and i’ll be BACK! happy but sad that i know my year end exams is less than 59 days ahead!! =s scary.. in two weeks time another test coming..

well i wrote a very long diary here.. haha.. so gonna stop here.. been dying to write this blog for like a week and now i finally get the time!! lolx.. i love u all.. and bi i miss yew very much.. and u stupiak monkey.. must be out "ling fa ye chou" din reply me!! wait til i get back and i’ll make sure u pay!! i’ll bite on both sides of ur ass!! hehehe =D muahks.. nites..

I WAN : *feed me* =p~~

proctor - mee suah chicken herbal soup and beef noodle soup

fei po mien dang - chicken feet kolo mee

auntie stall - chicken rice and her soups

lemongrass - tomyam kueh tiao

restaurant underbridge - bah kut teh

pasar malam - cotton candy, panggang sotong, sup tulang

boulevard - pearl milk green tea

easyway - pearl milk tea yummy pearls!~

mummy’s - bat zhen mee suah soup, chu jiao chu(pork leg vinegar), steam chicken, chicken soup, basically all the soups lolx..

dad’s - KETAM, SEASHELLS, SEASNAILS… yummy!~ love them so much..

my own cooking - chicken wine!~ green bean soup!~ tang yuan!~

ahem.. there are ppl out there don believe i can cook but ask someone that eaten my cookings.. haha and they will tell u its the best.. haha.. *thick face* =p blehz..

and of cos.. i miss kungkung’s cooking most.. every dish that he cooks is the best dish i ever tasted.. and its one of a kind.. my kungkung’s from shanghai so its shanghai dishes.. yummy!~

today, wasn’t a very nice day for me.. debz wanna cut her hair so after my tt i went out to somerset with her to cut her hair and shun bian i got a hair cut too.. lolx.. i had something that i wanted to try out.. and yeah i did the cut.. n i look like ultraman now.. =s

i feel so inconfident to meet  ppl.. haha scared of ppls reactions to my head.. they goes like kimmei wat did u do to ur hair.. :O haha.. well.. just try something new lor.. but i really look like a cartoon character now.. and luckily i still got time to let my hair long before i go back to brunei.. if not u guys are going to laugh ur head off.. n woots my hair is black now!! that is the only good thing.. well its not that i hate my hair just that its TOO funky.. haha.. i see myself oso bu guan.. WAKAKA =D

then at nite back at sheares, i got a shock.. my buaya arrange a surprise performance for me by the guys in hall.. lolx.. and that is really funny.. cant believe i ran away when i saw those guys.. well who don run when they dress up like that n walk towards me.. HAHAHA.. well.. that is such an effort and definitely made me laugh my head off.. there’s so much fun and love in SHEARES! woots.. =)

shearites u all rock~!! keep it up with all those creative minds~!!

been two nites i din sleep well.. my biological clock is altered to the one same as an owl.. active at nites.. dying in the days..

trying to do my tutorials.. and i find that i cud hardly answer any Qs from the CS module.. its like a foreign language to me.. i don understand.. tried but T.T….

going to have my EG test this saturday but im not ready yet.. luck is owaz on my side.. i really hope this time its on my side too.. hope the Qs wont be that difficult lor.. so scared that i mite fail.. =S

everyone else seems to be sailing smoothly.. they know wat they’re doing.. but i am a total opp.. i’m drowning and i dono wth i am doing.. it’s like i am going to the 2nd depression of my life.. 1st one, i bearly overcome it.. now in such a short time i have the 2nd one coming.. it makes me wanna go back to brunei and hide inside my turtle shell.. away from everything.. T.T

i’ll try my best to keep my head above water.. so i wont be drowned dead… really don wanna disappoint the whole big big family that put such high hopes on me..

~still alive and kicking~

woots.. our block won the bball tourney.. fun and enjoyed it a lor.. haha.. we are the IBG champion.. woots~!!! =)

been rushing my assignments lately.. really headache.. dono how to do.. need to refer and brainstorm.. haiz.. maybe in stress so i cant sleep at nite.. its hard to fall asleep eventho i made myself very busy and tired in the day time.. haiz..

jus now i got my permanent line oreD.. so guys.. my frens.. get my new number here.. +6597330904… anything just call me o msg me yah… hugs..

got two person added me in msn just now.. one saying he knows me.. and is from karachi.. wer the hell is that.. then use a weird language and insisting that i am a muslim.. call me buddy lagi.. wat the F*ck.. another said ASSAMULAIKUM and bla bla bla that i oso don understand.. sorry u met me at the wrong mood.. and i scold the F*ck out of them then block them.. shit man.. ppl are crazy.. i dono u liao still insisting.. DO I LOOK MALAY!!.. FROM BRUNEI NOT HAVE TO BE MALAY MA.. and type wat alien language.. WTH!!!! GRRRRR~~!! so frust now.. shoo!! stay away!!!

really hate life here.. sucks sucks!! blehz.. puiz.. haiz.. just wanna shout out nia.. don like still have to bear for 4 years.. i don understand the lectures.. i read the chapters the whole nite last nite til morning now still havent slp leh.. but still blur.. oh shit man.. and its my fav maths module.. its so confusing.. everyone reading pls don slack in A levels maths.. i REGRET~!!!!! i hate computer programming.. pls u ask me to write programs?? softwares?? i’ll shout when i click on something and nothing happen!!

one module that i can atleast understand is physics.. SO.. THIS IS THE LIFE IN NUS~ haiz..